Hi Carol, I'm so happy to hear that you're doing better! The devil loves to play with guilt and condemnation, it's his go-to because of how well it works in the body of Christ!
Our job is not to perform, our job is to believe in the One who did it all so we didn't have to! We all need to understand how deeply loved and accepted we are in the Father's heart because guilt and condemnation are always around trying to steal that Truth!
If there was anything we could do or not do that can make God love us more or any less, than Jesus would not have to come! If one man could perform to please God then he would condemn all of us because there'd be a standard out there that we would all try to live up to!
The Bible says no one is good, no not one! That's why our King had to come, That's why He's our Jesus who said; IT IS FINISHED!!!
Our life starts where His ended! We rest and rely on the Finished work of Jesus so we can just our selves.
Good day or ugly day, just know that you're in the ark and even if you fall, you're still in His arms and nothing will ever steal you from His chest! ❤️