i need Gods love for my husband who is gravely ill
We are always partnering with Gods Fulness in Love as in Life. In the Kingdom we are surrounded by all that God is in Himself. Of His Fulness have we all received and grace for grace.
John 1: 14-16. Fulness in Love looks like this:
First, God loves your Husband.
Second, Christ in you loves your Husband.
Third, the Comforter in you loves your Husband.
Fourth, your love for your Husband partners with that level of Love; because you are the Beloved.
Set time aside to quietly and joyfully contemplate what such a huge Love is capable of in these circumstances. Dream with The Lord and ask joyful questions. There is, at the very least an upgrade in Love for you both. What else may be available?